perhaps the most important thing is distractions. Keep busy so that you have no time to question your life. keep busy, keep busy, keep busy. life is just a string of distractions from yourself untill you think/realise that you are going to die and then you start to live in a way that is truthful to yourself. 

i'm sorry that i am not there when i should be. sorry that i don't reach out and grab you in the light. 

who is there?

no one is there.

that is such a comfort. do i want people to be there?

i know that there are people who are there but i spurn and humiliate them for my own insecurity until there is no one there again.

aah went out for a drink but i have nothing to say to anyone. it is all a bit forced. i make conversation but don't listen to what people are saying, just listen to the comforting drone of their voice knowing that i don't have to say anything. i need more time alone, away from people. maybe talk to different people, have a different perspective. that would be good. would life be easier if i just had no friends. just bumbled through life. why is loneliness such a problem? why are we so dependent on other human interaction? must be an evolutionary trait based to our success when living in communities. but then we spend all our time bitching and in conflict with others. do we really enjoy this conflict, are we actually dependent on in? maybe. 

on the train people are just sitting doing nothing. why is that? don't do nothing. maybe they are contented. happy. they don't need to do anything as their lives are complete doing nothing. 

i must keep busy in order to feel living and alive.

don't pander to the wrong audience.

don't cry.

try not to think that the unknown would be better.

happiness is something that you look back on so don't worry if you can't feel it. just don't worry about it or think about it. have a headache and enjoy it. celebrate being alive for once.

i will not apologise for what i want.

to be avant-garde is not to want to be avant-garde?

oil is the bloodstream of everything

this is the regret you make and the lesson you take.

it is a dangerous thing to confuse children with angels.

no it is not dangerous to confuse children with angels.

peace does not equal prosperity.

energy is to the mechanical world what consciousness is to the human world

whatever i wear, i can't remove the word fraud from my forehead.

you can do it, your from somewhere. 

whatever you see is the purest expression of the object

you are going to be dead a really long time. do what you want to do.